It’s been a few months since I logged on here. Things got a bit hectic when I went back to work, and I was focussed on other things, and if I’m really honest my mental health hasn’t been all that great.
I’ve been shielding again since the beginning of January and this lockdowns been the most difficult to deal with. My mental health has been all over the place, especially in the last few weeks, and I’ve been trying to deal with that all over again. It’s definitely been the worst it’s been in a long time.
It hasn’t all been bad though. I’ve used this time to try and make some new friends, I’ve tried the online dating market somewhat unsuccessfully, I seem to attract arseholes, and people who are emotionally unavailable – but I’m sure that’ll figure itself out.
I’ve had my first vaccine…. and then caught Covid (don’t even know how) – but I think the vaccine helped with the symptoms and it just felt like a really bad cold for a few days and then I was fine, so I feel rather lucky considering my immune system is suppressed with medications and I’m asthmatic.
So yes, I spent some time away from most social media, but I’m back and I can’t wait to start reconnecting with people again – and connecting with new people too 🙂
I hope you’ve all been keeping well and staying safe.